Goodbye and Fuck Off

Just your distraction
Called into action
Opened up your sexual doors
Made you relearn
How to crawl on all fours

Would it have been your choice?
To find your voice?
Or was I the one who did it?
Only so that she
Could reap the fucking benefit

So what is it now
That I'm supposed to do
When I feel bitter
From your lack of "Thank you"
Is it hate I should find?
When I always have you on my mind?

Bury the thought of you
Deep down inside
Let the others interfere
So the memory of you I can hide
Cannot have any times like this
Alone is when I start to miss

Say goodbye brain
Whispering soft
Say goodbye heart
No matter the cost
Say goodbye, thoughts growing dim
Remember: There never was a "hello" to him